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"Wholeness Is My Name"
5/20/07
Dr. Harry Morgan Moses
So the title of today’s lesson is Wholeness is my name and I was looking at these beautiful vision boards. There was a story that I told before where the person has a dream and the monster is getting closer and closer, this reoccurring nightmare and the monster gets closer each night in the dream until finally one night she is in a cold sweat and the monster is right on top of her and she looks into the monsters face and she says are you going to eat me, and the monster says back I don’t know it’s your dream. So what we recognize is that there is a spirit of life that is always responding to us, it is always responding to the sum total of our consciousness. Our consciousness is simply another word for awareness, its functioning, its responding always to the sum total our being-ness, our awareness and it is reflecting that awareness back in our experience and when what we find on the spiritual journey, in the upward forward progressive spiral of life is that sometimes in our human experience we hit a certain place whether it is in health, wealth or love or purpose, we hit a place and we say I have been in this place for thirty years of my life and I don’t quite seem to be growing. The reality is that we are growing but it reminds me of another story
One day I put my finger in the peanut butter jar and I put it in my mouth and it was stuck to the top of my mouth, so I thought I will get a fork but I can stick myself with the fork, I will get a knife, no I can hurt myself with the knife, so I took my finger and a I was right back where I started. Sometimes in our spiritual growth and development it feels like we make headway and then we hit that bump in our spiral wherever that is and we feel that were right back where we started and the reality is that your not really back where you started and what I often talk about in class is the spiral, if we look at a slinky, remember what a slinky was and I was talking to my daughter and I perform a marriage for a couple at sea world who were teachers and they are off in some island in Caribbean living flipper and the guy looked at me and I said oh you don’t even know what flipper is , flipper remember the dolphin? So in this upward forward progressive spiral we hit that speed bump and it is like a slinky it feels like we are in the same place but if you look down you’ll see that you’re just at the spot in the new level of the spiral, you’re just at the spot which is just your area of focus. That we have come into this life to see clearly as Ernest Holmes said in his book the Science of Mind he said these lessons are dedicated to that truth that frees man from himself, it puts him on the pathway to a new reality, it frees him from where, itself, it puts them on a pathway to a new reality and enables them to see through the mist, into the eternal and changeless reality. So we attract this mist into our life so that we can demonstrate to ourselves that we can see through the mist. That this illusion of my separateness, this illusion of my lack or limitation my fear, my doubt it’s just an illusion and its there for us to begin to get the consciousness to see through it and once we have the consciousness to see through it we will see that we rise above that condition and that we eventually spiral out of that area and someplace in the spiral we notice oh my goodness, I ‘m not those speed bumps, whatever they are in my life, there not hitting me anymore. In fact I’m able to help other people to get through there speed bumps because any good that we would have for ourselves, since everybody is connected must also be a good that we would have for all. Any good that we would claim for ourselves must also be a good we would claim for all so we allow that energy to move through us as we move into this upward progressive spiral. So the visions boards then become and it’s as though God says here’s the light and what would you like the light to reflect and we put through our perceptions, we put whatever it is that the light of God will reflect and the perception of course is the reflection of our consciousness. So when we begin to vision what we can do together. We can vision, you know Margaret Meed the cultural anthropologist she is the one who said never doubt that a small group of committed citizens can change the world, indeed its’ the only thing that ever has. Think about that the only thing that has really ever changed the world has been those few souls who dedicate themselves to the possibility that they can do this and in that dedication, out of perseverance to that idea indeed those souls have changed the world. You look at Mother Theresa, you look at Mahatma Gandhi, you look at Martin Luther King, you look at Jesus the Christ, you look at Moses, you look at those souls who believed even in the mist of their fears that they could in fact hold on and change the world by making a choice with their consciousness So what we see as we begin to work with vision boards, there is no magic about this; it’s the law of consciousness it is what it does. But you have to give it the image its your dream, what will you dream into it, what will you dream into what is possible and what we recognize as we dream into what is possible for the community is there is limitless possibilities. How much good we can create is unlimited, that those numbers that we share with you today those are reflective of already installing a brand new air conditioning system bringing everything up to speed so that our building, the heating and air system works right and we have a brand new building and we are moving forward even as were healing the past. Everybody see how that relates to their life? Let me say that again, we are moving forward even as were healing the past. Does anybody see how that relates to their life? So yes in our own lives we are moving forward and we recognize that we have some stuff that perhaps could get clarified.
When I use to teach Sunday school and it goes back a bunch of years and when I taught Sunday school we had this thing where we would bring a glass of cloudy water in, deliberately clouded water, mucked up water and we would just take drops of Clorox in a eyedropper and drop it in one at a time and then watch within a few drops the cloudy water became clear. The idea to show the children look what happens when our consciousness, when our consciousness creates with it by means of our thinking, where were putting our attention. When our consciousness has created cloudy water well then all we have to do is start dropping in clear thoughts, clear ideas of what we mean and the water will clear up and then we will be able to be clear about everything else that were doing. We have that same capacity you and I to work on our consciousness day by day and in that watch what it does. But now were at a new place in human evolution. We invite you to cut and paste downstairs if you would like to, Jennie will be there to help you with that and put it up there but if you don’t have time to cut and paste today then at lease get your consciousness to look at the boards because your consciousness receiving, what are those ideas, it becomes part of the consciousness. So who is the most important person in this congregation, everybody touch themselves and say I AM, I’m the most important person. So your consciousness helps create the field of perception that the light of life move forward as our community moves forward.
Now I have a belief which is why I am teaching the third appearance class again and I invite you to come and I have a belief that the next wave in human consciousness is the third appearance. It’s the idea that we have been lead as far as we can be lead by the Saints, the Sages, the Masters, and the Avatars who each come one at a time to teach us to show us a way. We looked at our lifetimes and most of us could look at Mahatma Gandhi in our lifetime, many of us could certainly look at Martin Luther King in our lifetime and most all of us could look at Mother Theresa in our lifetime right? We see that there are these individuals whose vibrations are so high that they show a path right, well the new third appearance, the coming of the cosmic Christ as Mathew Fox writes about it and talks about it. Mathew Fox was a theologian who was the Catholic brother and got booted out and now has an institute up in the San Francisco area and continues to teach the wave of cosmic awareness and what it is and how to work with it from the deepest levels of faith So you see that nothing that happens in the world stops our consciousness. Our consciousness will move out and find a way to express no matter what the world. If the world is vibrating lower than our consciousness, when we have a higher vibration the world will give way, it will find a way to open up to a greater expression. So how many people saw the movie the secret so if you know there is a law of attraction and we say yea but my life I’m always stuck in this one part, I’m always stuck here. No, no, you are moving in spite of yourself, your moving but everyday that you committee yourself to your growth, to your spiritual quest, to your spiritual practices you will vibrate higher and higher and everything lower will dissolve, just like the drops of the water, it will clear it up. And so what happens is our participation now recognizing that any good I would claim for myself, I would claim for all, this is the coming of the third appearance and what we see is the light workers around the world and we see in our prayer, we say there is one power that power is perfect, that power is the perfect life of God and that power is my life right here and right now. And that power created me in order to express in me, and through me and as me, it created you in order to express in you and through you and as you right? And now we have souls who have been gathering for more than one hundred and fifty years, just in the context of new thought and were not the only ones, were just a place, were a chalice where this is happening right? We have been gathering and saying God is and I AM and we have been gathering for one hundred and fifty years in small groups of committed citizens, the only thing that changes the world and now there is a new consciousness happened because these small groups have been gathering all over the world and this intelligent, this one life, this one power, this one God, this one field of intelligence is coordinating all of us toward a greater good and we call the activity of that coordination, were recognizing is what we would call the cosmic sweep of love. That the most attractive force in the universe, God emanation of cosmic love is vibrating out and were now rising up to catch it, to catch that vibration and allow it to take us where we will. But if we rise up and catch that vibration and allow it to take us, there is still that lens, my perceptions that needs to be filled, are you tracking me? In other words it’s not like thy will be done, well yes we absolutely mean go to the garden and say thy will be done and then we say well what is it? What is thy will to be done and God comes back and says I don’t know, it’s your dream right? If your dream is filled with a greater vibration that brings more light, more love, more truth, more joy, more wisdom, more peace, more grace, more providence meaning you don’t have to work it, it works you. If your dream contains that and you would have that dream for everybody, well there it is, you become the presence of God who fills the lens of perception with the possibility of what will be. So again I say take a look at the boards and say are you willing? Because if your going to really come into the third appearance meaning the God that I am and the God that you are is the same God, meaning the I AM that is the life force in each of us, it is the same life force, well then we have to be willing to let go of all the things that cause us to be separate or other. We say oh no, will I get dissolved? No you will not get dissolved because your one with the one, your an eternal reality, you don’t get dissolved The colors that you put in the perception, you will get to glorify in that, and that’s what God wants. We were told by the great Jewish messiah, the great Jewish teacher. He said it is the father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. The father is the name and we understand the other name of that is the mother; the father mother’s good pleasure is to give you the kingdom The name and nature of God is to give you the kingdom and we say were worrying about being dissolved. But what if I come into my at-one-ment with everyone, with every life style, with every color, with every way of being, what if I come into my at-one-ment with all of that, will I get swallowed up no! In fact you’ll discover you get accentuated, you will find that the you of you becomes every more a unique flower within the whole garden of humanity. Within the whole garden of consciousness of love moving forward. So we have to begin to recognize it is my obligation to fill my perceptions with my own dreams, it is my obligation to fill my perception with my own dreams and this brings us to today’s title, Wholeness is my Name.
I am a big fan of Emmet Fox who I shared with you in inspiration today, Emmet Fox was a metaphysician in 1930’s and 1940’s out of a church in New York and he wrote a number of books, some wonderful essays and a great metaphysician who had a very significant demonstration, meaning demonstration in the dictionary says to prove by making real. So he brought forth these ideas, he demonstrated the ideas, he brought them forth, he brought forth the work, he created a successful ministry, he created publishing, he created writings, he brought forth is demonstration And every story about him was he was a joyful man and he loved life. Well we can take from that demonstration any good we can get from it and Emmet Fox is the one who interrupted the Lord’s Prayer and a number of years ago when I read that, I said of course that’s what the master meant. The opening prayer as it was really spoken remember now for those of you who are coming from the Christian background, the Christian background was really Judeo Christian because Jesus was in fact a Jew, and there is no question of that so what we see is that Jesus said when you pray, pray in this manner. The way its written which was written eighty years later and anything that was written about Jesus was not written until eighty years after he was in the field. You ever play that game in kindergarten or first or third grade, if I start with something here and gets to the end of the line, what will it be by the time it gets to the end of the line? Telephone they use to call that game, well it gets distorted. So the Jesus seminar which has been meeting for the last fifteen years are a group of theologians from all traditions, gathering to look at the historic Jesus to determine what was historically true about Jesus and what were the things that historically would seem to be able to verify that he said. It turns out that only twenty six percent of what’s in the New Testament, the five, gospels, but the four practiced gospels, Mathew Mark, Luke and John, the fifth one being Thomas, that only twenty six percent of the things attributed to Jesus were things that he actually said. In terms of prophet lovers, I love the prophet Jesus, and I love the truth of what he had to say but I do not look to the four gospels, I look to the twenty six percent, because I want to know what he said. What did the master who got it, who understood it who was able to see through the mist, what did he say? So when we look at the Lord’s Prayer it is in fact in there and the part that was cut out was that he announced in the Lord’s Prayer it’s our Father who art in heaven and our mother who art the earth, hallow it be thy name. Just like in the Old Testament in the book of Genesis, the first book it says and man, he she was made in God’s image and likeness. It speaks of the image of God in terms of the aspects of he, she as one. It’s later that we begin to distort all of that and we turn it into separation instead of an oneness, between the masculine principle and the feminism principle and what they are and how to work with them So when ever we see Ernest Holmes or Emmet Fox or anyone else make reference to the father God, I in courage you to recognize that it was stated as he, see, as father mother. It was always stated as father, mother. So if your in a feminine body, you do not in anyway need to react because the prophets, the way showers knew all along and have always known and it was the distortion of that that separated and created this patriarchy which had too much authority for too long and it’s changing now, thank God and we are the ones showing the way.
In the Lord’s Prayer he said when you pray pray in this manner and the manner was our father who art in heaven our mother who art the earth hallow it be thy name, wholeness be thy name. So we need to understand that there is a principal of wholeness now in your fears and I don’t like to put a lot of attention on our fears because you do that pretty well all by yourself. In our fears don’t you notice what ever they are, whether there in health, wealth, love or purpose whatever those fears are, what do you notice about those fears? That they get your attention whether you want them or not, and when you go into your fear your something less than whole yes? When you go into your fear you feel less than whole don’t you and somehow your not complete or you could never be right because of this, whatever this hole is, in this case hole instead of whole, whatever this gap is in my awareness it is sucking me and making me feel less than whole. But the truth of your nature, if you’re born in the image and likeness of God wholeness must be your true and eternal nature. Wholeness is your true and eternal nature so we begin to say wholeness is. Now if wholeness is the name of the father mother God and I’m born in the image of wholeness doesn’t it make sense that wholeness must be my name, do you see it? Everybody touch themselves and say wholeness is my name. Now the reason I give you this is if you will take this into your spiritual awareness and every time you feel less than whole, you begin to fill that hole with just the statement, wholeness is my name your consciousness will begin to come back into your experience and it will fill the hole of that fear. It will instantly begin to fill the hole of that fear, now sometimes our fear is so strong that we need more than just an affirmation, we need our prayer, we need our meditation, and we need our focus to go on it.
Has anybody had anything in their body and it might just be me, so if this is me by all means let me know, but has anybody ever had anything in their body like ache and then we go, what was that ache? Then we look more deeply at that ache and we go oh God that ache is connected to something else and you go oh my God that ache is connected to and you go from having a little ache to oh my God I better see the doctor about a heart attack right? Or you get a little skin thing and you go oh my God, oh my God cancer and we go right into it and all we did was look at a speck, it was nothing, it was a piece of dry skin and we turn it into something right? This is what we do we take a little thing and we forget our nature so I have found in my own practice that when something catches me and fear follows it, when fear starts to come up is I pay attention to the fear, not to the thing, not to the piece of dry skin but to the fear because look how much power that fear had. And so I remind myself wholeness is my true and eternal nature and I invite myself to expand my awareness, to lift my vibrations up to a higher place, to how are you doing with that?
Do you all know how to lift your vibrations up because this is what I’ve been calling you on, if you here in the Monday night class and somebody raise their hand and says well how do I expand my vibrations; you’re telling me you don’t know when your vibrations are big and when they are small? Because Moses has got some news for you, you’re lying! You’re just fooling yourself as if you don’t really know the difference between when you’re in your fear vibrations and when you’re in your higher vibrations of love. Well why do we have spiritual practice, we have spiritual practice and we need to begin to follow the discipline, the disciple line to listen to the I AM to do what it says to do and to follow that disciple line, to have the discipline to call ourselves out of the lower vibrations when we notice we are doing it. The first step in calling yourself out of the lower vibrations is to notice that you are doing it. Do you see it, how can you call yourself to a higher vibration if you don’t even notice your vibrating in your lower vibration? So step one is notice what your doing, part of step one in noticing what you’re doing is quit kidding yourself that you don’t know what you’re doing. Because who has the most authority of God in this room, I do. I am that authority because only as it comes through my perception can it possibly affect my reality. Let me say that again, only as it comes through my perception can it possibly affect my reality.
I was watching the evening the other day and my wife has to put up with me, and I was watching the evening news and I got upset at the evening news because too much of my life, too much of my lifetime this nation has been at war. I was born with the baby boomers and I was supposed to be after the big war and too much of my lifetime has been filled with war. You have to be clear, until you see that your perception doesn’t like that you can’t do a thing about it. You will be victimized by a perception that is operating in you that isn’t even yours I do not choose war, I did not choose war, I have not chosen war, I stand for non violence which is not peace but it is the opening to the presence of peace. You have to have a place where your awareness catches on because if your awareness doesn’t catch on you going to be victimized by everybody else’s awareness. So we need to begin to recognize what were doing with our vibrations So the other day people were getting mad at the President, oh this that and the other thing, I said I like the guy, I think he is a wonderful guy, I don’t like the way he is leading but I’m not attacking him. He is a child of God just like everybody else and if we start attacking people back all were doing is creating more war.
OC smith had this great expression, OC Smith about six thousand people showed up at his memorial, that’s how powerful this guy was. OC had this great expression he says I love you, I bless you, and I will not be with you! So in terms of the President, I love you, I bless you but I am not going there, do you see it? You cannot create peace by staying in the consciousness of war. It’s all a question of what I’m doing with my perceptions; you cannot vision what a community will become unless you get your vision involved, in what it will become Each one of us becomes the place and then collectively, you know it’s like a song that we sing at Christmas time and it is called anyone can light a candle. It was written by Ewen Anderson who was in the group Yes, I keep dating myself. He writes this song the song is anyone can light a candle but not the way that you do, anyone can light a candle but not the way that you do. And your light, mixing with the field of light creates the various possibility of what will happen in the third appearance and each one of us steps forward and says I am identifying, I’m not going to pull away, I am not going to pull away from step one and step two of affirmative prayer as we have leaned it here in this church. Step one is God is all there is, God is in as and through and God is everything, nothing beyond God. As Ernest Holmes said in the beginning God beyond that you cannot go. In the beginning God is step one and step two is I AM that and once you resolve to stand there then you let the I AM show you the way, but it will say yes, I have come to the garden and I am making the decision, you know which garden I’m talking about, the garden of Gethsemane. The garden of Gethsemane is where the master teacher was faced with the biggest moment of his mastery, the question of his mastery was answered in that moment when he said let this cup pass me by, he said no, not my will but thy will be done and then who do you think it was who made the decision to walk that way, he did. His perceptions were absolutely important, anyone one can light a candle but not the way that he could. And he became a candle that lights the light in an extraordinary way and you and I are that same light and no one can light the candle just the way that you can. What I recommend that we do that is that we go into the garden, we discover if our yes is a yes, I go into the garden and say is it thy will or my will, God come on. I am always convinced that when my song was sung on the news they were singing my way, but more much more than that I did it my way. It is really a sicken song when you get down to it. Because you have to go to the garden and find out what the real answer is, did I come here for God, did I come here as a self to be illumined and enlightened and informed by that which I truly am or did I come here to live a life of separation and separate will and separateness, that’s our question and each one has to answer that question right? But I know wholeness is my name, I was born in the image and likeness of wholeness and I came into this planet, into this plane of existence so that I could bring that wholeness forward into the experience of my life and anything less than that is not victory, do you see it? Your wholeness is your true and eternal nature. So you created in your dream of humanity, you created humanity that spent too much time in war, well whose going to be the stand for peace? Who’s going to be the place where peace happens, you’ve spent too much time in poverty, well whose going to be the place where abundance is made manifest. So you spent too much time in loneliness and despair well whose going to be the place where real love becomes present in the field. You spent too much time like you missed the mark, well whose going to be the place where you hit the mark because that’s where you aimed and that’s where you were going and you stood there until you saw that you were the mark itself.
Each one of us has that power for wholeness is our name; we were born in the eternal nature so that when we start to see that the difference between points of view is simply a way were looking at the same truth. It’s not that radically different and one day, I love this expression and my wives never use to like the fact that I said it on the platform. Ernest Holmes said you know when the pile is complete were all going to be in it. In other words wholeness is your true and eternal name and we will all be together at the big picnic, at some point, question is are you willing to go to the big picnic now? Are you willing to live your life and allow the omnipresence of the big picnic to be with you in every moment?
My mothers no longer here and I have a cup of coffee, I don’t know why the coffee cup symbols my mother, she never even saw the coffee cup and I don’t know why it symbolizes my mother and so I drink from that cup deliberately so that she knows every fiber of my being says yes, yes to what we did, yes to what I became, yes to you as my choice, every fiber of my being says yes to all who have gone in front of me. Every fiber of my being says to Ulanda King “yes, yes”. You walked a path you said yes and I say yes to your yes. And everywhere we have the right to affirm where we will identify and whether we will allow ourselves to be the expression of the most high. We are joint heirs with the Christ but now we have to get out of and you know my friend and teacher Dr. Edith Stoffer who I studies with for hundred’s of hours, she had a great expression she said you know some people have allergies to certain words, some people have an allergy to the word God, some people have an allergy to the word Christ, some people have an allergy to the word Moses, some people have an allergy to lots of different words. So if you have an allergy to a particular word, find another one because the Christ is a principal. The Christ as it actually is is a principal so if you have trouble with the word Christ, change the word. Call it the Atman, that’s what the Hindu called it, you have trouble with the Hindu, call it the Buddha, that’s what the Buddha awareness is, the awakened Buddha is the Buddha consciousness, Christ consciousness, Atman consciousness, Carl Jung the psychologist he just called it the high self and when he was asked why he left Fraud as his major teacher he was your mentor how come you left him he said because in the final analysis I believe there really is a soul. I really believe there is an I AM that knows the way and how to do it, so it doesn’t matter whether you call it the Christ, the Atman, the Buddha, the high self, the I AM, doesn’t matter what name you want to give it, its the same principal and it belongs to all people. We are heirs to the heaven of reality, joint heirs with Christ that means we are all one in Christ as we are one in God. Christ typifies the universal son, the universal daughter of which each is an individual member. You and I are born in this image and likeness of wholeness and ours is to bring it forth and we are living in a time where bringing it forth does not make us a heretic or bringing it forth does not cause us to be threatened to be burned at the stake. Bringing it forth in fact is your opportunity to change your life, to bring forth your own goals and dreams and desires. I love the quote that Jennie shared last week as the readers and Jennie shared this quote from Nancy Wood she said the last line of the poem from Nancy Wood is I am love, I am love, the power of my flame rises with the fire of my dreams. I am love, the power of my flame rises with the fire of my dreams. Well what are you doing with your dreams, where is your vibration around your dreams, oh I use to have dreams, I got beat down, the world is a rugged place, I don’t know why I can’t vibrate high like everybody else right? According to your consciousness shall it be done unto you? The power of your love comes up with the fire of your own dreams, do you see yourself as the success that you would like to be. Do you see yourself doing your work in the world the level you want to do it, do you know that’s your divine right to do that, to pursue that at every level and its by firing those dreams, bringing the flame of love to those dreams because those dreams are your perceptions and without your perceptions, there isn’t any way to get there because your perception is determining, what fills the dreams. So I say go to the garden and say yes, go to the garden say yes, am I clear about that, we should go to the garden and say yes, we go to the garden and we say yes and then we say ok, here’s what it looks like to me God but since I’m looking with finite eyes if you have a better idea, cleanse my perception, so that I might see things as they actually are. Oh and we start noticing what have you been putting behind your I AM. Oh I am in a low position, I can’t get a raise, I’m this, well I go to church on Sunday and I listen to them talk and there vibes are so great and I said no the third appearance is we can’t get there without you. The third appearance is we can’t get there without you. Who’s the most important person in the coming of the third appearance, in the waking of the world to a whole new possibility of good? Whose the most important person, touch yourself say I AM, so I must not just come on Sunday, I must spread my wings and allow the vibration to go out and say come on with us because we are doing something powerful right here in the heart of Hollywood and in case you didn’t know Burbank is the heart of Hollywood.
The eternalist forever begetting that which is the realization of its own perfection. The eternal the father, mother God is forever begetting that which is the realization of its own perfection, it is an eternal process and it is taking place in me now. The eternal is forever begetting that which is the realization of its own perfection, that wholeness which is my name is the name of the process happening in me and I am it. I am the eternal begetting its own perfection at this level because I’m the one who said God let me go into the 3D world, let me go into the 3D world in the change from Ozie and Harriet to the coming of the cosmic Christ, I want to be in that world and guess what you got here, you got here and everybody in this room knows who Flipper is. We are the ones who must now use our wisdom, use our experience, use our knowing to bring forth the greater good, wholeness is my name and it is up to each one of us to make the decision that nothing less than wholeness will be the story of my life. Wholeness is my name, now I want to bring this down to earth.
We need to be able to use this stuff in our lives or it doesn’t mean anything. All this should be explicable in your everyday life; I trust that when you come here, what you get here can help you in your life, that’s what we do it for. So Ernest Holmes said this Jesus located God in his own soul, so complete was his realization that he was unable to find a place where the being of Jesus began and the being of God left off, or where the being of God began where the being of Jesus ceased to be.
My friend and teacher Dr. Bill Heart he was my original teacher and if he hadn’t come to my hospital room God only knows what would have happened but he did and it changed my life as the butterfly flapping its wings and changing everything right? He changed my life just by showing up that one day, now good thing he was a good teacher because I learned a lot from him but we use to discuss something all the time and the thing we discussed was the mystery of call. What it is when you get called into ministry, well I have dealt with a lot of young ministers along the way now and I recognize I take anybody who believes they have a call; I take them on face value. I accept that you have a call and I will do everything I can to help you to fulfill your call but it is a very mystical and mysterious turn, and I resisted it. My personal experience was I was nineteen when I got struck when Dr. Heart came to me and awakened my consciousness, by the time I was twenty one I was in the school of ministry. By the time I was twenty three I had withdrawn from the school of Ministry. Between the time I was twenty three and twenty six, I manifested good success in my career, I manifested money, I manifested a house, I manifested a beautiful women, I had always wanted children and we together created, God created, we were the avenue through which children came into the world and we have been together now twenty five years and our children are doing well thank God and all of that took place. So between the time I was twenty two and thirty one I was not actively involved in ministry or answering my call, I was doing something else and I thought that was mine to do. Then sure enough God asked me to sit down and I didn’t sit down and as God will want to do he will take from you your real desires and bring them forth, so the difference for you and me is sometimes we think we want something and sometimes what we think we want, and what we really want aren’t the same thing. And so we go through a learning process in the spiral of life to learn what it is that we need to learn. Anyway a long story short this is right before the seventeen doctors declared that I was not meant for this world, I had an experience and the experience was an experience in the light, it happened with God and me and it was inspired by the writings of Ernest Holmes but it was between God and me and I turned to God as the room was filling with light and this experience was happening, the room was filling with light, I was filling with light and I was very much in direct communion with the infinite and I said to the infinite if you want me to minister, I will minister. I don’t know what that means but if that’s what you want me to do, I will do it and I surrendered that was my moment in the garden. I totally and completely surrendered, if that’s what you want me to do, I don’t even know what that means but I will do it. Now that was seventeen years ago and it was a long time ago and I have been doing it, I’ve kept my promise, I’ve been doing it but I do not know the difference between where Harry begins and ends and his ministry starts or ends. I don’t know anymore, all I know is I wake up everyday, I pray to God that I may be of service and God does the rest and it happens to me everyday, so I don’t know whether I’m commingling with friends or whether I’m hanging out with colleges or whether I’m working with song, I have no idea how to minister. I didn’t know those many years ago, and I still don’t know but I show up and I say yes.
Well this is how it is with wholeness is your true and eternal nature, Everybody has a call not everybody’s call is to be in service in a church or a synagogue or a temple but everybody has a call, everybody knows they came into this planet for a reason, to do something, to learn something, to see something, to see through the mist into the eternal and changeless reality. And when you begin to recognize that the answer to that call is the reason that your here and you begin to commit yourself to it everyday, follow the disciple line. It’s not a bad word discipline it’s the word that will take you where you want to go. When we come to the realization that we live in a spiritual universe it’s becomes automatically incumbent upon us to put our attention on our spiritual nature. And as you do that you won’t know whether you’re served or being served and you may never know. Well so what what difference does it make if you don’t know whether you’re serving or being served because your way of life will be the same? You will be you shinning at every moment, living your life according to your own perceptions, according to your own dreams, because the power of the love is fired by your own dreams. So the lesson today is that you are already that wholeness, you came here to remember you’re that wholeness. So my recommendation is put the wholeness in the front of your consciousness and remember wholeness is my true and eternal name and I belong with the Saints, the Sages the masters and the mystics have declared, God is all and I am that. And we are now doing that in the world and the world that needs us to do that, that needs us to come together in community and become so strong and so clear that our light radiates and literally begins to change the world, to bring forth the kingdom in earth as it already is in heaven. You are in your right place and I say wherever your pain is, it will pass and beyond your pain is your gift and your gift is the light of all lights, its the truths of all truths its the glory of all glories and its in the I AM, it’s sitting in the chair that I’m looking at you as one with the one in this very moment. Wholeness is your true and eternal nature and therefore it is your true and eternal name and I invite you to think on these things and together let us explore the possibilities.
Namaste...............................
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