MY DREAMS ENWOMBED
Feb 11-07
Dr. Harry Morgan Moses

  

          The message today is entitled my dreams enwombed and one of the things we are dealing with is the new energy of our day comes forth.  For those of you here for the first time I often speak and you have heard the expression that we are coming into a new age well you know the thing is coming into a new age it doesn’t really have a start date.  The new age starts on this date what comes first what we know is all things are energy and energy begins to come first.  We get a larger field of energy, a larger spectrum of energy before there is a new time, there is a new energy and we are interested in the new energy.  One of the facets of the new energy and the reason we are talking about it this month and we are talking a lot about love, the field of love, we are interested in high spiritual love which should be defined as unconditional love.  Love given freely without demands, without expectations, without seeking anything in return.  I do not love you in order to get you to do something, I love you because it is my nature to love and the more I return to love, the more I expand my love, the more I open to my love the better I feel and so we come to a realization that there is something called being selfishly unselfish.  That the you realize that you're a being of love, the more you put your energy on love and deciding to love and the more you begin to in tune yourself to love and I love this little community Tulelake Burbank area because there are a lot of good folks around.  I go around the corner here to the Chevron station because I keep hope alive me and Jessie Jackson keep hope alive and once in awhile I buy a lottery ticket just to keep hope alive.  The folks are very kind at that Chevron station and the people now recognize me and they chat with me  and it is really interesting you can go into gas stations and 7-11’s and people will form relationships with you based on the vibration that you bring there.  It has nothing to do with what’s going on there it is based on the vibration that you bring there and so it is so exciting to realize that when we begin to make the decision to live from higher levels of love, people respond to that love and it doesn’t matter where we go, they respond to that love and so we are interested in this higher opening to love and one of the things we recognize as we pay more attention to the energy of love which literally means we have to pay attention to whether we are being open or closed, to whether we are being constricted or expanded. 

          When you notice that you have dreams in your life, we talk about dreams as something within the divine urge, something within your soul nature that knows that you came here to do something wonderful and we say that is not a delusion because it doesn’t matter how big your world is, it doesn’t matter how many souls that you influence what matters is the quality that you are bringing into the field.  The quality that you’re bringing into the field of your world.  What are you bringing your highest self, your most open self, your highest levels of love forward?  One of the things that we recognize is that there are masculine and feminism energies, literally on the planet and that when we become more aware that masculine and feminism energies are part of the creative process, part of a divine reality then we put less attention on whether I am in a male body or a female body and more attention on how it is to nurture these qualities within myself.  So we are looking this week a little bit about on the female quality, the feminism quality of to enwomb to take things into the womb.  The way to more accurately define the trinity would not be the way that we have heard it if you came from a Christian background.  The way you heard the trinity was father, son and Holy Ghost, the way that we talk about the trinity is spirit, mind and body.  What we also know is there is a fourth level of that which is if I am spirit, mind and body then I am more than the sum total of the parts, I AM that I AM and we come into that fourth level of awareness which is our knowing and it is without the knowing that we experience all of our suffering.  Let me say that again so that you can take it with you.  It is without the quality of our knowing that we experience all of our suffering and I will talk a little bit more about that and then you can check it in your own world.  You can do that quickly now because whatever it is you're dreaming about, whatever you hopes or dreams are for your own life, right with that partnered in this field of duality here in the three d dimension, partnered right with your dreams and your hopes is also your fear that they wont happen yes?  Oh my God what if it happens, what if it is true I am just a worm and I am going to return to the dust just as a worm.    What we know is that there is this quality of the divine feminism, quality of enwombment which we all have and we need to begin to work with that quality so that we are not disturbed by the voice of doubt or the voice of fear which shows up in our world. In a short version you and I need to go beyond surviving and we need to start truly living our lives and if were go to start truly living our lives we are going to start enjoying being a human being on earth right now.  We are going to start enjoying being a human being involved in ushering in new energy, and a new possibility for human beings and you have come here to live and you can talk all you want, you can philosophize all you want about God about spirit about Oprah, about the law of attraction but unless you are living on earth and embodying the spirit and bringing spirit into enjoying your life and laughing with life and laughing at life and appreciating every moment you are not really living, you are just surviving.  You are just surviving in this field of duality, running away from your fears for a few moments of bliss and then returning back to your fears again and our life is quick let me find some bliss, oh there it goes and we are sort of always running around waiting for the other shoe to drop.  This is what we call surviving because to really live the kingdom in earth as it already is in heaven my definition of heaven is when everything is just right.  Can you imagine going from everything being just right to everything being just right, that’s what we are talking about in terms of the divine reality of things.  But here in this field there are these polarities and we get separated, we get pulled into the energies that have been the old energies and the old energies are energies of collusion and resistance.  The old energies are the energies of collusion and résistance.  The way that I think about this if you want to know what the old energy is you can simply look at a lot of the things in nature and they will begin to point things out to you. 

          I had the opportunity when I was sixteen years old to drive across the country and I have since had sixteen year olds and I would never had let them drive across country but anyway my buddy and I crossed over the Canadian border and we went into a place called the Water ton glacier International Peace Park and we hiked way high up this trail to a little lake called Row Lake and above Row lake there was a water fall and mountains and there were mountain goats that lived on those mountains.  If you have ever seen mountain goats they look like rams and they have horns and it was mating season when we got there and so we are down at this lake looking up at these mountains and these male rams are butting heads with each other because the way it works is they butt heads until one of them wins and the one who is still not dizzy gets the girl.  If you look at that energy they butt heads they collide, they collide, and  then one of them wins and what happens after the one wins he only gets to hold that throne for a little while until another ram comes up to butt heads and there is always a winner and a loser but ultimately the winner loses and that’s the old energy.  The old energy is we collide, we fight until somebody wins until we find there is no winning in that fight and somebody else wins and that battle goes on with always a winner and a loser and that’s the old energy, that’s the old way of doing.  Now we do that with our dreams, we get a dream and  then we think I have got to fight for this dream and we go into everything that we are doing about carrying this dream, about having the strength to carry the dream, about taking the hits  so that we can get back up and carry the dream and that energy is the old energy and it is probably getting most of us tired yes?   We say then what is the new way to bring forth my dreams.

          I want to share a quote from Charles Filmore and Charles Filmore and his wife started the Unity movement and Charles Filmore said this intellectual understanding comes first in the soul’s development, intellectual understanding comes first so imagine all the people who just got exposed to the idea of energy working in themselves from hearing Oprah this week.  By hearing the idea that everything is connected that there is no such thing as a disconnected anything.  Hearing that idea for the first time there going to begin to pursue intellectually a deeper understanding of those ideas and they will be lead to some teacher, some group, some  organization something will find them because they opened their mind to the new possibility and that will attract a new possibility and they will start learning more and more about the intellectual understanding, but the problem is if you watch that show you find that we say well then you know whatever it is that happened to me I created.  Well then the disease that came upon me I created, then the misfortune that came upon me I created, then the bad relationships that came upon me I created and I think that’s not a fair way of explaining the nature of reality and we now know enough about reality that that’s not even an accurate way.  Do you have a relationship?  What I say is this I say consciousness creates your experience, consciousness creates your experience but consciousness is made up of the sum total of everything you think, say and do and feel.  The sum totals of everything you think, say, do and feel.  Anybody ever had any bad feelings that they didn’t like or that they didn’t want or that they didn’t necessarily invite?  So when we say you created it that’s not exactly one hundred percent true, what is true is there’s a field of probability and I am creating a vibration in the field and according to the sum total of my vibration there is a certain probability of certain outcomes.  Well so what we say is to the negative person who attracts negativeness it is pretty easy to see yes?  But what about the person who is working on healing themselves, working on being more affirmative with their life, working on changing there own inner dynamic because we don’t know what all is going on in the subconscious until it shows up and we go something is going on in here.  So that’s not about getting out your little invisible metaphysical hammer and whacking yourself because I think that does absolutely no good at all.  Worry begets worrying, fear begets more fear.  We are looking how to change the fear to faith and what will work with my faith, what will change things around when I begin to work in the new energy in a new way.  First we get intellectual understanding then a deeper understanding of the principal follows, first we get intellectual understanding then we get a deeper understanding of the principal until the whole being ripens into wisdom.  First we get this intellectual understanding then somehow we get a deeper understanding of our inner relationship with all things and then the whole being ripens into wisdom.  And when the whole being ripens into being we call that being in troupe we mean that the high self of myself, the Christ, the Atman, the Buddha, the high self of my very being, the I AM that I AM begins to guide and it has always been guiding me but I begin to pay attention to it in a new way.  I begin to follow it in a new way, I begin to be in tune to it in a new way and when that happens my whole being begins to be ripened into wisdom.  And when that happens you will notice wherever you go there is a law of attraction working for you and that you tend to attract people who are being like you.  You tend to attract people who have hope, who have faith, who have a deeper willingness to have compassion to open to one another, to care.  We begin to see a whole different energetic enter into our field because we begin to stop working like an old ram.

          One of the things that we can do and here we are saying there is a new way of doing things and the new way of doing things is you don’t have to fight life anymore.  In fact that’s the old energy to fight life and we are now looking for a new energy and what is the new energy, the new energy is being able to turn things over to an aspect of youself that knows how to do what you already don’t know how to do.  This is the work and this is the opportunity and we have been saying here for more than the past year as Maria Nemeth brought into the field, the question was would it be alright for you if your life got easier.  So one of the things I would say is alright if it would be alright for you if your life got easier, would it be alright with you if you let go of the fight?  Would it be alright with you if you let go of the fight?  And we begin not to fight so much and struggle with our circumstance and this is how we would work in the new energy.  In the new energy we would say alright I have this dream, now in order to make anything physical there is usually a physical correspondent.  Let me back up a little bit when I use the word Meta, I am talking about the invisible side of life that we live in a metaphysical universe.  That the larger aspect of life is the invisible side of life which is where the energy is, that we draw and we create in that field of energy, as we create in that field of energy that energy begins to form, congeal or attract to it what it needs and then it asks us to move into the physical and then we move into the physical with whatever it is the idea.  Any dream you are having will ask you eventually to move into the physical so if you think that what I am saying is all you need to do is turn everything you don’t understand over to this higher aspect of you that does understand and do nothing, and then you are not hearing.  Because there will always be something to do, but you will know that what you do is what you're guided to do, what you know is yours to do at the moment, not this fighting that you carry with this whole list of things that you created up here in your left brain, which is not helping you get the job done.

          Have you ever noticed that when you do your list, many of us are list makers and we go through our list as the day goes on and we check them  all off and around three o’clock we realize oh my God, I’m not going to make my list right!  We begin to give ourselves anxiety and pressure over the list that we created to get done when probably that whole list is what’s not really needs to be done.  We say well I have to call so and so and they didn’t receive my call, so what do we say, I’ll call them again until they receive my call and then until we are finally convinced that they really don’t like me, they rejected me and we don’t find out till a week later they were on the beach in Hawaii, which is why they weren’t returning your call.  It had nothing to do with you but had to do with your continuing to do the old energy which was to fight instead of the new energy which was to surrender to this highest aspect of yourself, that know and knows that it knows.

          So let’s look at what happens in the creative process so we would say the trinity as we would understand it is spirit, soul and body.  We would say another way of looking at that accurately is to say father, mother, child.  The creative process works through father, mother, child that there is the initiating idea, then there is the enwombment of that idea, and then there is the birth of that idea and it is the enwombment of that idea that we think that’s where the energies get mixed up and instead of enwombing an idea, we keep going back and think we are suppose to do something more to initiate it right?  You can’t initiate an already impregnated cause, it’s already impregnated, there is no more initiating to be done.  What needs to happen is the enwombment needs to happen and what happens when it goes into the womb?  Can you imagine a mother birthing a child going please don’t talk to me today, I am doing kidneys, I’m very busy it’s a kidney day and God forbid you should call them on a brain day.  That creative process, that divine feminism process which receive the idea and then loves it and nourishes it and protects it and hold it in a certain way, while it is getting ready to be birthed.  That process happens and it doesn’t matter whether we are a male or female, that process happens with every creative idea and what we do is just like we use the garden metaphor very often we go into the garden and we plant the seed and we say is it growing and it is not growing fast enough and we look in the dirt to see if it is growing and of course as soon as we look in the dirt, what do you do?  You have to restart the process all over again because it was right there except we were not allowing the creative process to happen.  Now the other thing that happens out of the feminism principal is once that feminism principal enwombs it, once it allows the creative process to work on it, once it holds itself in love and vibration, what do we now know about impregnated mothers, the best thing that we can do for an impregnated women is make sure the vibes around her are great right.  That there is music that there is song, that there is story, that there is inclusion, that there is high levels of love around that pregnancy and that makes for a healthier birth.  That makes for a healthier being at its birth; well it’s also true with our ideas.  When we bring an idea into the creative process, it’s ours to allow it to be there, to know that this part of us that knows that it knows, knows that its an internal being, knows it will go into expression, it’s up to us to allow that to be working and what do we do, well how is it going?  And what do we do we wait all day long for somebody to say how is it going, which is basically our excuse to say so we call pull up and I was hoping you would ask cause I wanted to pull it out and talk about it.  I wanted to tell you all the things that are not going with my dream, now you see as soon as you do that in a field of probabilities, which is responding to everything all the time, as soon as you do that you set a whole other probability in motion.  So here you have this dream it’s working it brewing and you keep pulling it up because you are waiting for someone to say “how it going” oh man it was a tuff day, and this call didn’t get returned and this didn’t happen and I went blank and we wait for the opportunity to go back into the old energy and to fight the creative process that is already set in motion.

          In stead of being willing to say alright there is a part of me that knows and knows that it knows, there is a part of me that knows that I am an internal being and this is important, this is right where the spiritual nature of ourselves now has to make a big step, you cannot live as an internal being and actually believe in your finiteness and that’s where your pain comes from.  You see what’s the deal is if you have a dream it doesn’t matter whether the dream is in health, and wealth and relationships or even in your life purpose.  If you have a dream and you begin to work with that dream and every time somebody asks you how is your dream going well you say I don’t know what happened the dream died, I don’t know I’m not sure well then now you have the dream of I’m not sure now in motion and then you have to decide do I nurture the dream of I know or the dream of I’m not sure.  You begin to split yourself way further apart and you go God moving in this world is so hard.  Because we split ourselves instead of saying I in wombing a dream, thank you for asking, I trust every good thing is happening and your love and support will go with that, in other words we don’t say to the mother who is worried about having some kind of complication, oh yes well lets give that some thought, what do we say to the mother?  We say you're radiantly healthy, look at how beautiful, you are glowing, you look magnificent, you just keep loving that baby and you just keep loving you and you just keep loving the life that’s happening in you and that birth is going to be beautiful, that’s what we would say in support.  Well why wouldn’t we do exactly the same thing for anyone in wombing a dream?  How is it going, how is your new possibility going in your career? Well I planted some seeds I made some phone calls, oh how wonderful I know they are doing great and wonderful good things and the next thing you're suppose to do will come clear to you and you will know what to do at the moment you need to do it.  In the meantime what you need to do is go have some fun!  Oh in the meantime you're on earth doing earth you should have fun being on earth because you know what I ‘m a skier, you can play on the snow, if you're going to play on the snow with gravity the very best planet that I know of to do that is earth.  You should do earth things while you're in earth, do you like walking on the beach, then why don’t you take yourself to the beach.  Do you like a spa then why don’t you take yourself to the spa, do you like to give yourself freedom to enjoy a really nice meal, then you may not have the budget to do that all the time but you’re making it up if you think you can’t do that once in awhile for yourself.  I cannot do that because my dream hasn’t bloomed yet, well wait a minute what about your life while your dream in enwombed.  What about the you because the way you treat you while your dreams are in process are going to have a lot to do with how easy the birth of that dream is, do you see it? 

          So we are interested in the new energy, the new energy is if I’m fighting it, I am working too hard and I don’t need to work that hard because the spirit of life is helping me and if you realize the solution will be there, and you don’t have to fight for it, things will get easier.  Now how fast will the dream come into fruition well you see the nice about pregnancy you can go to the MD and either him or her based on the conception date the baby will be due right about here, well dreams they don’t have any date on that.  There is nobody who can go into your dream and tell you when its due date is right but what I can tell you for sure its due date will not come forth if you keep pulling it out of the womb.  If you keep pulling it out of the womb instead of doing what you're suppose to do with something in the womb, which is to love it, to nurture it and protect it and to keep it safe. 

          When my wife was pregnant with the children I went hand gliding for the first time and my wife went with me and she said No I will not go I’ll stay here on the ground because she knew to protect the womb.  She knew not to go jumping out of airplanes when you are protecting the womb, well that’s the way it should be with our dreams.  If somebody is coming in and supporting your dreams then you open your energy to them and allow them to support your dreams, allow them to know that you're in support of your dream and there every good intention is coming forward and you're supporting that every good intention why because God supports Gods.  Life supports life, I am that I become the instrument of that support and we should be doing that for one another all the time right?  Instead of saying oh you’re doing something wrong with your dream.  You see your dream would come true if there wasn’t something wrong with your consciousness.  You see there is no support there, there is no love there, there is no creation, and there is no enwombment there.  See when something’s enwombed we honor it, and we give it space and give it love and we carry it just like when the dream is birthed you nurture it, you continue to nurture the dream that already birthed, even while you take on a new dream.  Ours is to be an instrument that continually invites the spirit of life which is with and for itself to support life being with and for itself.  This is our opportunity to recognize there is a part of me that can take this thing in and let it brew.  If you don’t know what to do it’s probably because you are not suppose to do anything.  Now when I say not suppose to do anything mean now if there is nothing for you to do put your attention on more interesting things.  Put your attention on what’s working in your life, put your attention on what you do love, put your attention on your body, put your attention on the earth, put your attention on a walk, put your attention on anything that causes you to feel good because the better you feel the more you're empowering the dream that’s enwombed.  The better you feel the more you're empowering the dream that’s enwombed right and this is the process now instead of I’m going to fight for this because when I fight for it I will get it but guaranteed it’s going to lose it’s shelf life and I’ll lose it again.  Where as in dream making all we do is we nurture the dream enwombed, we nurture it till it’s birth, we keep nurturing it after it’s birth and then we dream a new dream and we enwomb that and we let that birth itself forward and pretty soon we find ourselves being a little like God whoa.  Well Ernest Holmes the great metaphysician says want to know who has the most power, here is the simple way, you want to know who has the most power, Ernest Holmes said it this way the one who is the most God like has the most power.  Well what is God like, God like means the qualities of God.  God is love and joy and wisdom and peace and poise and providence and grace and magnificence and glory oh you mean the more I can be like that the more power I will have yes!

          We make spirituality so complicated we make it like it’s a difficult thing.  It different because you have to release the old in order to be birthed to the new.  You have to let go of the old in order to get the new but you say I’ve always handled my problems this way, boom boom and once in awhile I have had a few good rams you know that’s it.  But you are tired and pretty soon then the planet continues to spin and pretty soon you have age and you’re tired and you go wow, I’m not seeming to get my dreams anymore and the answer is because the new energy come and you’re in the old energy and we don’t need to work that way anymore.  It is not required for us to work that way anymore, what’s required is I don’t know what to do then I say ok there is a power greater than I am and it knows exactly what to do and how to do it.  It knows that I AM, it knows that I exist as it, in it, with it, for it so it knows what to do and I AM that and I allow this higher aspect of myself to take my dream and to work with it and I ask it to give me instructions to what needs to be done and when’s mine to do it and yes there will always be something to do.  There will be an e-mail to send, a conversation to be had a trip to be made, an errand to be run, there’s always going to be something to do but it will not be this list that you have given yourself out of the school of ram.  It will be oh here I need you to do this, you will begin to notice a grace come upon your life because you let go of the stress and the worry and the anxiety and you put more attention on being someone who enwombs their own dreams.  Who allows those dreams to have space in their life, who allows those dreams to come into fruition in their life and we begin to notice when those intentions begin to get fulfilled we begin to notice oh, this is beginning to look like what I mean. 

          Now I will tell you in my own story Jean Houston the great culture anthropologist, Jean Houston say you know what we want to be doing is two ways she describes it, it’s from a female point she says we want to be cooking on all burners right?  If you’re a cook and you have six burners on the stove and you’re doing a meal and you have all of those burners going, you’ve got a creative thing going on right?  We want to be cooking on all burners and another way of saying is we want to be running on all cylinders right?  If we have a twelve cylinder engine we want all twelve cylinders firing in perfect timing, we want to be running and that’s my dream for myself.  My dream for myself is you know I’ve done some good work along the way, I’ve run on a few cylinders, yet I want all cylinders to fire.  I want to be cooking on all burners’ right and so you set this intention that we can do this, we can create new possibilities we can open to greater good.  We can bring the I AM work onto the website, we can bring video onto the website, we can do audio on the website, we can do transcripts on the website, we can do classes that will bring people in, we can have classes at every level, we start dreaming of these things, we could be create, we could support the arts, we could have arts, we could start doing all of these different things and then all of a sudden you get a day when all of those things, and we can help people, we could council people, we can support people, we can teach people, we can heal people, oh this is exciting right?  Once this all gets going this gets really exciting and then you get a day like that a day where oh this is what it looks like to cook on all burners and what do we have a tendency to do and I know I just did it, we have a tendency to do, you say God did you forget about the checks?   There is supposed to be checks with that!  Instead of noticing that your order is being fulfilled, we notice what’s not on the order.  Say I want to cook on all twelve cylinders and I want to be compensated for cooking on all twelve cylinders and I want to live a life of abundance which is my divine birthright, so I have a day of cooking on all cylinders except there is no checks and where do I put my attention, “where are the checks”.  That’s unwombing my dream do you see?  The universe is given you a sample of what you pray and instead of going yes this is what I mean let’s go “where the checks”, you see how the energy of that goes, you suck it right back and it starts to go the way you want it to go and then you immediately put your attention on what’s not there right?  That’s to dis-womb your idea right.  Here it is growing, nurturing and it is like the baby kicking for the first time we go well the babies kicking oh something is wrong the baby is kicking, no it’s suppose to move, you brought it forth that it would move, so nothings gone wrong at all you’ve just hadn’t had that sensation before, so you thought something was wrong, but you have got to know that’s right, so that’s what you do when that part of you that’s not use to balancing your energies because if you're a man, I just want to fix the darn thing, I have to fix the thing, no you have got to enwomb the thing, me yes!  Everyone of us whether you're male or female requires that we initiate the idea and that we enwomb the idea and without the enwombing there is no safe place for the idea to come forward.  Without honoring the divine feminism there is no way to bring forth a creation that we will love and bless and allow it to do its good work.

          I happened to have started three churches, they are all going in an organization, they are all going and I don’t sit here and fret about those organizations, I release them to do their creative work, they have already been birthed, I want them to do their great and creative work.  Do I care that they keep mentioning my name; no not at all it doesn’t matter.  The creation is living and I want it to go, I want it to bloom as high as it can go, as far as it will go right?  That is what we should do with all of our creation, we should nurture our creations, we should enwomb our creations and then we should nurture our creations and then allow them to have the room to do their good.  You don’t know what work you’ve already done that maybe you're going, well they don’t give me any credit and I’m the one who did it right?  As soon as you do that you take the energy of your own creation and you’re the one who shrinks it!  We say how did that happen and the answer is you are the one holding the valve, you open the valve to your greater energy, or you shut down the valve. 

          You say I’m going to step into this new creative process and I am going to begin to continue to do the same thing over and over again, is in fact insanity, I’m going to do it a new way, I’m going to try trusting my higher self, giving it over to my higher self, let this part of me that knows and knows that it knows, deliver to me it’s knowing because at the end of the game I’m going to realize I’m an immortal being and since I’m an immortal being in the creative process I’m going to be creating for an eternity.  If you’re going to be creating for an eternity, don’t you think it would be a good idea to get off the exhaustion wheel in your creation?  It is going to go on for an eternity why would you want your creations to be exhausting you, why would you want creating to be exhausting you?  I am going to be creating for an eternity, let me open the gates, let me open the flood gates to my own creativity, let me become the one who dreams the dream, nurtures the dreams and watches the dream become manifest and all of a sudden I’ll start going wow I said I am willing to be part of a new energy and the new energy is that I’m an abundant being.  The new energy is that I love myself, the new energy is that I trust myself, the new energy is that I allow my creation to do their good work, the new energy is I have compassion for all humanity in the earth, the new energy is and you realize you have the capacity to step into the new energy.  You have the capacity to be at one with the new energy but you’re going to have to get over the idea that you have to collide with somebody or something to get your good.

          The days of collision are over it no longer works, it’s not necessary.  If you’re fighting so hard for your dream, you are working your dream the wrong way.  Just like the mother does not have to sit around and think kidneys on a kidney day or brain on a brain day.  It’s being done unto you through a miracle, through a creative process, through the gift of life itself which has already been given unto you.  You don’t have to do anymore it’s already been given to you and now we receive it in a new way.  Now we are willing to work in a new way.  So we ask how long the dream will take will depend  the thoughts and the words and the actions and the feeling of you and me and every other person in my environment.  How long the dream will take will depend by the thoughts, the words, the actions and the feelings that you and every other person in your environment creates.  But you are a catalyst to how everybody responds to you; you are a catalyst to how everybody responds to me.  I walk into buy the lottery ticket at the gas station and the guy say to me, keeping hope alive and I say you bet I’m keeping hope alive right?  I don’t care if I ever win the matter is that you only need one ticket now hundreds and millions of souls believe they only need one ticket, so what, hope is alive, hope is alive.  I don’t believe my good comes from the lottery or anything outside of myself but I believe it’s a symbol of hope that there is always a possibility of a miracle in your life even if you don’t know where it is.  There is always a possibility of a greater good coming to you than any good you have ever imagined and you don’t need a lottery ticket to have that hope you just have to know that there are solutions greater than you can see and opportunities greater than you can see because you are not the creative process, you are just the one participating with it.  And we decide then my feet are planted on the earth, I am one with all the ascended realms of life, I am one with all life now and I do not have to leave the earth in order to experience what it is to be at one with all life.  In fact I came here to be part of the new energy that says the new energy just as the master teacher said, two thousand years ago behold the kingdom of heaven is at hand.  It’s right here, it is us to open our mind and our hearts, it is us to recognize the creative process is taking place within me and it is mine to have the humility to know that I am one with the one and the one is guiding, guarding, protecting and directing me.  So I am inviting the I AM presence to reveal the changes in my life that will transform my life and  my year into the processes, into the creativity, into the joy, and into the experience of my own dreams and desires.  It is being done unto me and I am one with it.  And we begin to see both things are taking place that I AM creating my world but I am creating my world because the I AM has given me the authority to work with it to create worlds and what will I create, what will I bring forward.  Am I willing to let go of the struggles, to let go of the fights to let go of the temporal victories and find myself in becoming more and more in tune with who I am as I let the I AM that I AM show me the way and fulfill my dreams because I am working with it.  And so today is the opportunity to begin anew, to trust your dreams, to trust that they are not fleeting but they are enwombed and as you allow them to be enwombed you invite the spirit to support you in the process.  Thank you for helping this dream come true, thank you for fulfilling my intentions, thank you for recognizing this is what I meant.  Noticing when you get the feed back, don’t put your attention on what isn’t there, put your attention on what is there and say thank you for hearing me and I know that the whole dream is coming through because I am using every little sign to support the dream, to nurture the dream, to enwomb the dream, to allow that creative process to take place in me.  And as I expand into that possibility I open to whole new good and this good is waiting for us.  Now it may not come you may notice that things get better over time, you may not be able to come in every week and say wow this exploded open and this exploded open because it’s not the time, the conditions are not right and so you continue to enwomb them and know that the birth will come forward when the conditions are right and if it isn’t exactly the way I have seen it it will be this or something better.  Because I am one with the one and I did not come in to eternal life to suffer, I came into eternal life to demonstrate the love, the light, the truth, the joy, the glory, the power, the providence, the magnificence of the one who sent me.

          I am that one and that one is working miracles in my life today.  Today is a new opportunity to dream, to enwomb your dreams in a new way, to trust the creative process, to let your life get lighter, put your attention on joy and let that vibration come out of you so that you attract into your experience not only all the souls that will help your dreams come true but all the souls who you can help there dream come true.  And the spiraling upward on an eternal journey we find my life is a gift from God in God as God with God and for God.  This is who you are, this is the magnificence of the I AM of yourself and I invite you to think on these things and explore the possibilities.

          Namaste................................